For reasons that don’t need to be explained I found myself in deep depression over the last two days. Sometimes those problems come along that seem unsurmountable. I, thankfully, found myself praying that God would restore my soul and teach me to overcome my difficulties. He reminded me that only four years ago I was in the exact same place with the exact same person making the exact same decision for the exact same reasons. At the time I was heartbroken (to a lesser extent) but I knew what I was doing was right. My decision was the correct one this time as well and I realized that if God could resurrect a valuable relationship after years of no contact he could do it again if it was his will. For now I pray for the memory of God’s actions and that God would let my grief subside in time. I will be fine, of course, but this has been truly refreshing as only grief can be. As I said not to long ago on my facebook, God is good all the time.